In the year and a half that I've been here, today is the 3rd day that they have EVER canceled even one class. FANTASTIC! Unfortunately, they always happen to do it on days I don't have class... they only canceled classes up until 11am. My only class tonight is 6-9pm .. yay Spe2800 .. and it's a test day. So I still get to go to that... bahh humbug! haha
However, since Watauga County Schools are closed, I don't have to do my tutoring at Parkway today (which was supposed to be my first day.. aww!) At least I can still have my super long lunch with everyone! That's the only thing I was gonna miss about my T/Th schedule.. I do lunch from 1-3:15 because none of us have classes then :) . Oyeeee
Just two more days until I get my Facebook back :) This hasn't been as difficult as I thought it'd be. I'm so excited that I get to 1. Prove people wrong && 2. get my prize ;) Now I just have to decide what flavor I'd like because that stuff is NASTY plain! Ahh. I'm gonna be real prepared for Recruitment. And I may actually be able to do this for Lent, as well... it'll be really helpful knowing I can just deactivate. And my grades will probably be really good, too! There aren't many websites I enjoy going on these days... a little TFLN or MLIA once in a while, some youtube on occasion, little bit of Myspace now that I need something else to do.. but ya know, whatever.
Okie dokie. I need to grab a shower before I meet everyone. Gah, they still better drag their butts to campus so we can all do lunch. It's weird because all weekend I ate a total of, like, 4 slices of pizza and that's just because Stephanie flipped out on me until I did. I just wasn't hungry. They've been calling me anorexic . ugh. except a few people think I'm bulemic now because I have a tendency to pee after I eat... yesterday Eve got up and went with me when I went to the bathroom && when I come back that look at each other like they've been talking about me. grr. I should just tell them that I was anorexic and if i was even remotely close to acting that way again i'd tell someone because it was scary as crap and really hard to recover from. but, like, how do you just come out and tell people that. the only people who know that are the people who knew me before high school.. like, i know they're all my sisters & stephanie was seriously concerned because she's had friends with eating disorders, buuuuutttttt if I have to pee, I have to pee. If I'm not hungry, I can't force myself to eat .. i'll get a tummy ache :(
bahhhh humbug.
haha that's my word for everything these days.
idk why i'm actually gonna post this blog
that little end part was just venting.
oh well. i'm not that private of a person.
i've become a really big open book this year.
like, people know all about the first time i ever drank.
which had always been an embarrassing story for me. and a scary one
like.. NOBODY back home knows. no friends, no teachers, not a single person
well except for the people I was with. buuut that's nobody i've talked to in about 3 years..
okie dokie. i'm really gonna go shower now. ahh i'm pretty sure it's my day to clean our bathroom, too. i better get on that..
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