where when sick, I could just stay huddled under my covers and mom would take care of me. Chicken noodle soup, some cold meds that my PARENTS paid for, and a trip to the real doctor, not health services, was in order. Now here I am, a junior in college, 20 years old, sick, and huddled under my covers, forcing myself to go to class because I can't fail my classes just because of having too many absences. I feel like if a student can never come to class and make an A, then that's what should happen. I feel like crap and my professors are forcing me to be "that girl" in class who is sniffling, blowing her nose like a gross person, and coughing loudly while they're trying to call role. Sorry, I'm not trying to contaminate everyone, but when I clearly just blew my nose and you're passing out papers for me to hand to the person behind me - yeah, I'm aware how gross it was that I touched it.. sorrryyyy .
UGH I JUST WANNA BE HOME AND TAKEN CARE OF AND NOT SICK!!!!!! My nose is dried out from blowing it, my head hurts from blowing my nose, I my chest hurts from coughing, stomach hurts from the disgusting OTC medicine that I just spent my last dime on ... ughh . I just wanna be better already!
so much more I could say right now, but no point getting into it. It's Feb 16th, huh? Yeah.. just wanna curl up and stay in bed for the next week. missing a lot of people right now, some a little more than others.. some a whole lot more.. :/
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