your love, your love, your love is my druggg ♥ i like your beard

Sooo
I'm just gonna post a website that I love and that makes me feel like my life is in shambles even moreso than I know it already is...

www.givesmehope.com and especially www.lovegivesmehope.com

but i still love textsfromlastnight :) it'll always be my faveee! haha

. but back to my life being in shambles .. yeah , it is. i've been so uptight about things lately. I had a doctors appt the other day and it was good & bad news .. kinda. it's like, they said i wasn't .. sick .. but they didn't know why my body is going psycho on me. soo then i missed a call from the doc yesterday and i'm so scared to call them back bc that's all the dumb voicemail said was "hi ms cecconi, this is so&so from the blanketyblank physicians office .. we received your test results this afternoon and will be glad to share them with you if you'd call us back or just come on in during such&such hours ... thanks and have a great day ...


ugh. well i am sorry but i will not have a great day because you just doubled my stress levels.

i want to be as healthy as your average, normal teenager. i don't want anything going on with my body right now that should not be going on. anddd I just want this freakishhness to STOP.


I am so glad to have Heather to let me vent. I'm so glad to have Laura to help me think of what I'd do if the doctor called back saying something sketch like "you have one month to live..." and I'm so glad to have Eve to put an entertaining spin on it all "... If I have to worry about all of this and recruitment, someone's dick is getting chopped off" good gracious . I guess, in the end, this is what sisters are there for... a shoulder to cry on, someone to offer up the advice you need to hear, and someone to help you smile and bring you back up when you're at your lowest. I miss them so much and I cannot wait to see Anna, Steph, and Kelsey tomorrow.. maybe even Kelly! I didn't think I'd see any of my sisters this summer, and I've already seen so many with so many more to come!! :) thank you jesusss for blessing me with the best unbiological sisters anyone could ever ask for ! <3