OhhBoy!

Classes are kicking my butt!

When did this laziness occur? Oh man, is this a sophomore thing? Like, we're all freaked out freshman year because it's our first year and we don't know what to expect. Then here I am sophomore year. I've learned what I can get away with when it comes to missing classes and crazy outings. My priorities have done a complete 180. My friends come first. Period. Classes are beginning to take 2nd to everything.
Lunch or Bio. I choose lunch. No wonder my grade in that class isn't so hot. Oyee! Then second to friends is ... well... going out and staying up late. I've gotten maybe 10 hours of sleep since Friday. Like, legit. I'm saying things I shouldn't, not thinking before I speak, dozing off in class, etc. The only class my grade is still legit good in is my major class. Well, I'm sure the SYE class is an A because who the heck wouldn't make an A in that class?! But for real... I need to chill out, catch up on sleep, homework, etc. I need to take a friend-break, but I can't seem to do that. My friends are way too amazing to not see for an entire day! And then with all the sorority stuff,,, like, it's impossible to go two days without seeing my loves (well, I'm also rooming with two of them , haha).

Buttt fall break could not be coming at a more perfect time. I'm meeting with my adviser today at two to discuss applying for the college of Ed, and I have to ask her about taking the praxis because I have no idea what that is, ugh :/ Why do I have to take a test to be an education major? Blah :(. But I've also got to discuss classes with her. There are a LOT of classes I need to take in the next two semesters, and I don't know how that's gonna be possible. I may have to take summer classes to catch up on my core classes, but I suppose I'll have to wait until summer before senior year to knock those out. This is crazy. She'll hopefully be able to help out big time with that. It's crazy because this is my 3rd adviser. I'm sure I'll have her the rest of my time here, though because I declared my major and she's in that department, so I don't see why I would get another one after her. She seems really cool, too. Special Education people ftw! haha. Sometimes I still can't believe I'm a special ed major. Like, who the heck would have thought that would be me. But after working with the kids in high school I fell in love with it. I'm still not sure that I want to teach special ed, but it's the best option for me right now. It's the only way I know I can work with special needs kids and get paid halfway decent money. I think. That's something I should look into.

But anyway.. FALL BREAK! Ah! Softball for two hours tomorrow morning and then I'm headed HOME! I'll be at Robinson Thursday because I'm crazy. I wasn't planning on visiting this year like I did last year, but Langley asked if I was coming up and I figured I might as well since I can. I'm not really looking forward to visiting the way I did last year. Like, I'm looking forward to seeing some of the people, buttt having to go back to a school where I don't agree with some of their policies... that's not easy for me. I want to go up in there and yell at the admins and voice my opinions and tell them how wrong they are, but I can't. Ugh!

and right now I have SO much more to say, but I have a HUGE paper due at 530 (that I've had two weeks to do) and I really need to write it. fml!

byeee! haha